▲It Never Ends◄

It is very hard to distinguish the false signs. False signs are everywhere. They feel real. They give hope. They are false.

Everywhere I turn there they are, waiting for me. Stalking me. Laughing at me. Pointing at something that's broken, that never worked, that doesn't exist.

What do they mean? They are false.

Looking for them, sitting at a abandoned train station, I see the train coming. I can hear it. 

I'm waiting for the outcome. When? Tell me when and how.

What are you trying to tell me? How long will I have to wait?

I see them. From time to time. All the time.

Should I ignore them? I can't. I learned my lesson, leave me alone. There's no point in continuing, I won't be deceived. They are false. Use someone else. 

This has got to end. Every heartbeat is a painful reminder. Is there a purpose? Is it written in the stars? I sense something.

Do you want it?

I want it too.

It hurts.