▲I´ll keep trying◄

As a scroll down the past I remember the words that have been said, out of sync and unbalanced. Always a step behind.

Sentences without a meaning, birds flying without a destiny.

My emotional life is truly a roller coaster. Out of control, or should I say, without control.

I feel a burden in my chest, I feel a force that pushes me around, it over powers me. 

It makes you feel like a freakin´puppet.

Lately I´m more conscious, I understand there´s nothing I can do but enjoy the moment.

Someday something different will happen. I can almost see it. I´ll have a breakthrough, I am due, bleeping, that is.